Pressure on my shoulder

Yes, it is really heavy.

I don't know how many time I cry since I've been here.

Sometimes for homesick (but only once at Lunar Year)

Sometimes for external factors (I have problem with my roommate)

Most of the time for pressure from study (Especially recently)

It's almost been a month since I've been in Boston.

And the homework is getting much more.

Looks like it is increasing every week.

I was pretty much able to handle all the homework and the reading in the first week,

but after first week, everything seems getting out of control gradually.

I stayed at library study until 11:30pm last night,

and I still couldn't finish my study.

I'm so frustrated, I spend most of the time on studying, but still can't finish it.

Sometimes tears drop on my face with no reasons, just feel tired.

I talked to one of the professors that always give us a lot of reading after her class today.

She said when we become graduate, there will be much more reading waiting for us.

So she can't give us less homework or we can't be able to adjust ourselves.

She's right, totally agree with her, so I have to keep studying hard and do my best.